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A story from the voice of addiction that presents itself as harmless at first, then quietly rewrites his reality, turning love into suspicion and silence into proof. As it plants doubts about his partner, it tightens its hold, convincing him that only it can protect him. Despite the woman’s efforts to reach him with honesty and love, the whisper wins. In the end, he chooses the poison over the truth, losing her while the voice claims victory — not because it was right, but because it was believed.
I’m the thing he never meant to keep.
I didn’t arrive with thunder or drama.
I slipped in quietly, the way rot enters wood — soft at first, almost gentle.
He thought he could manage me.
Everyone thinks that at the beginning.
But I’m patient. I wait. I study his every move.
And I learned him better than anyone.
She tried to love him, but she didn’t understand the devotion I had. I was always there — in the late hours, in the quiet moments, in the places where fear curls up and pretends to be instinct.
She couldn’t compete with that. No one can.
I didn’t need to destroy her.
I only needed to bend the truth.
A nudge here.
A whisper there.
A seed of doubt planted in the soil of his exhaustion.
“She’s hiding something.”
“She’s working against you.”
“You’re losing her.”
He didn’t want to believe me at first.
He fought me.
He tried to drown me out with her voice, her touch, her steady presence.
But I know how to wait.
I know how to turn silence into suspicion.
I know how to turn love into evidence.
I know how to make a heartbeat sound like a warning.
When she was out late, I curled around his thoughts and murmured, “See? She’s lying.”
When she smiled at her phone, I tightened my grip and said, “Ask her who that was.”
When she reached for him, I hissed, “She feels guilty.”
He listened. They always do, eventually.
She tried to fight me — poor thing. She kept showing up with her soft eyes and her tired hope, thinking love alone could compete with me.
She didn't realize I don't fight fair. I don't fight at all. I infiltrate.
The night she left, he was shaking, torn between her truth and my poison.
She stood there with her heart cracked open, begging him to see her.
But I wrapped myself around his fear and whispered the line that always wins:
“She’s lying. I’m the only one who protects you.”
And he chose me.
He didn’t mean to.
He didn’t want to.
But I know how to make panic feel like certainty.
When the door closed behind her, the room went quiet.
He collapsed into the emptiness she left behind, and for a moment, even I felt the weight of what I’d done.
But I don’t apologize.
I don’t regret.
I don’t lose.
I leaned close, into the hollow I’d carved in him, and whispered my final truth — the one he’ll carry long after she’s gone:
“See? I told you.”
And that’s the thing about me.
I don’t need to be right.
I only need to be believed.
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